So... It's Christmas, and I didn't make such a holiday set, as you can see... All I can think about is school. Which is weird, cause whenever I'm in school, I'm thinking about my breaks off. But whatever with dat, I'm ready for whatever comes ma way and going with the fooollloooww.
i've meet guy. and as always, they leave me with questions... i almost think he's too cool for me. he's been avoiding me these past two weeks. don't know why though..? everything was pretty smooth. :/ i'm just to lame, that's it.
i've been pretty focus on my school work lately. but all i want to do is go out, and enjoy myself. all the work i have to put up with and in return i just get an A on a piece of paper. which, i get it. it counts. in the long run. but what about the present? what about my life now? ugh. why can't i just ever be happy with what i have, then what i don't? it all boils down to... confusion and life. that's how life is, isn't? :|
i'm seventeen, just trying to fit in high school. i think you can find beauty in anything you look at and question about everything that goes through my life.